Sunday, 25 November 2012


So, what do you think?

Yea, no I didn't. Been there, done that, got really depressed and purchased extensions. However, I wish when I did shave it, my hair wasn't as short as it was last time... Also, perhaps if I shaved less of the side instead of the entire side it would have suited me more [view real shaved head, old pic]

So basically, I tried a new hairstyle which is a "faux shave" - I've simply got my hair back in an elastic and it gives me that shaved head look that I absolutely ADORE. It's not as great as the real thing but it feeds my hunger for the cut without any sacrifice.

Oh man that sounds so PUSSY! "without any sacrifice"

Where did I leave my guts?

Now I feel old!

Fuck it! I'm gunna go shave my head now


P.S.   Been a while, but I decided to sign into my GodsGirls account and write a BLOG << click that to read. Missed the GG community

Tuesday, 13 November 2012


Most recently I had the opportunity to work with a fantastic photographer: SIDESHOWSITO

We have both been waiting to work with one another for some time and I'm so happy to finally announce some new "BOOM!"

When I was a newbie model I used to creep this guys work and dream of the day I'd get to collaborate with such talent. If you have not seen his work in the past, you have missed out! However, now is a great time to take a peek :)

Sito Alvina Photography + VFX


Done creeping him? Mind Blown? Yea, that's what I thought!

*brushes off shoulder*

Sito and I have put together full sets! That's right, entire sets! So you guys will be seeing our full work on when the site is ready for it

Also, keep your lids peeled folks because we've got some awesome stuff to share with you on our social links, and you'll get to take your look-see in the next little while.

In the time being however, Mr. Alvina has made this teaser image:

In addition to all this magic; Sito has convinced me to be more active on my DeviantArt account and I have been. I'm beginning to look at my DA as a more serious tool so be sure to watch me there as I'll be posting frequently. Remember guys, your comments and views really help me to get where I want to be, so if you're looking to help a lady out it's really as simple as that. Every view, comment, like, love, whatever the drill is on whatever site, it really does help in multiple aspects. Thank you guys for your support <3

Hope you're as excited as I am.


Friday, 9 November 2012

I have very little interest in overly flirty men

I don't mind flirting. I love to flirt

However, I'm so sick and tired of dull men who only know how to say sexual things.

If you can't take your mind out of the gutter for 10 minutes my mind will never be in the gutter. It will be screaming at me to tell you off

It sucks when I meet someone who seems truly interesting but then all he has to say are sexual things. Or he sits there and compliments me the whole time.

Your conversation has no substance! I appreciate the flattery, but this shit gets really stale

It's even worse when I actually attempt to make conversation that has potential and he responds with something like "you look so sexy right now"

Thanks but no thanks

Thursday, 1 November 2012


My Halloween started on October 26th :) popped online at MyFreeCams to reveal my costume as Batman's: The Penguin. Had my costume made in latex by Adala Clothing all custom and shit. OH YEA! lol, sorry, Halloween is my favorite time of year, I get so excited. I'm thinking I'll be posting a video from the night on cam into my Occult

I spent the next 5 days celebrating with friends.

Went to Subspace which was AWESOME.

Lots of friends there. Some I haven't seen in a long time which was really nice. It was crazy fuckin packed with people. 

I spent my Halloween mainly with my roommate and my photographer: Elara and Gaunted. Best friends ever <3 Elara came as the Joker and Gaunted was a Clown Henchman. Worked perfect as henchman for Penguin or Joker, too awesome! :P

Then I actually did some trick or treating. I thought people would shut the door in our faces "you're too old for this" and so on, but nope. Got my ass some candy. Such a great time.

I'll likely be back on MyFreeCams today, but then Friday, Saturday and Sunday I have Elara's birthday, Gaunted's birthday and one date with a sexy Mister. Horror themed party for Elara and STRIP JOINT for Gaunted. Going to be fuckin awesome.

I'm usually such a loner, sitting on my ass at home with my Kitten and my computer, so having all this time to party and be with my friends has been really really nice.

Might be doing breakfast with my Bestie Marc tomorrow morning. Maybe, possibly, I hope :P


Aside from all that party time stuff, I've been so happy and grateful to everyone on Zivity. My newest set is called "Throwin' The Horns" and it's a new one shot by TMRONIN. I'm fuckin STOKED on it.

Throwin The Horns
33 Photos - Wearing Toxic Vision - Shot by Team Rockstar Images

Also, THE OCCULT IS OFFICIALLY LAUNCHED TODAY!! Already have some pictures and video up there. :P For those of you who haven't checked it out yet... The Occult is my new favorite place to be and I would be SO SO SO happy and grateful if you checked it out. CLICK HERE TO VIEW

Lastly, I've got my first video tutorial up! It's a really short and simple one on How To Do A Hair Bow Bun. I wanted to see how it would do before making anything too crazy. The ladies seem into it and I've gotten a lot of feedback and a few requests for future videos. I'm excited :D

Here it is if you haven't seen it yet:


So, this blog has been.... too long?! :P So I'll cut it here

Thanks for reading, hope you all had a Happy Halloween